This was my first book i read about rituals and magick. It totally got my full attention and i found it very enchanting.
I was in my early teens when i bought the Simon version of the Necronomicon. I read it and soon after i got very vivid dreams and daydreams about rituals and the spells in the book. I felt strong urge to try out the book but i was alittle scared, the fear came from all the movies and stuff i had read about Magick.
My thoughts and daydreams still pushed my feelings and urges on but i still had something in me that held me back. Until i watched a movie called Warlock.
This movie Warlock from 1989 was about a witch played by Julian Sands that time traveled from 17th century to present time. And the movie is all about putting the pieces of the Grand Grimoire ( The Devils Bible) together and that will reveal the true name of GOD. And when the name of GOD is spoken backwards it will undo whole creation.
This movie was the turning point for me, it gave me courage and a purpose to try my first ritual! And i did.
Two weeks after i did the ritual from the Necronomicon i had my first sexual experience, and one month later i met a girl wich i afterwards had relationship with for fifteen years and we had a child. You can probably guess what i asked for in the ritual. But i couldnt by any means imagine what i would get , this is how magick works. It is wild and chaotic and needs to be worked with and shaped with your will.
Today i know how chaos works and how magick does, but still i dont regret what came out of my first ritual because that has made me into the person i am today.
Ave Luciferi Ave Satanas!